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The Inward Spiral: You’re Missing the Point
A friend of mine recently shared something that’s been on her mind since moving across the world. She told me about the expectations she carried, how she imagined her time abroad as this life-altering experience. But the more she tried to make the experience profound, the less she actually felt it. She told me about a passage from Zhuangzi, the story of an archer who, when shooting for nothing, has all his skill. But the moment a prize is introduced (a copper coin, or worse,

Vanessa Harris
Nov 103 min read


The Myth of Balance and the Seasons of Becoming
I was recently listening to Soul Gum one morning (a podcast by Victoria Hutchins that explores creativity and growth). A line she said stopped me in my tracks: ❝ “Your new life will cost you your hollow sense of balance.” Victoria Hutchins, Soul Gum Podcast ❞ Her words landed like a quiet challenge. They made me question how often I treat balance like an accomplishment, something to check off once I’ve achieved the perfect ratio of rest, productivity, and peace. Even within

Vanessa Harris
Nov 34 min read


Going With the Flow
Ayana Flow is a space for shared stories and collective wisdom. Articles published by the Reader Submission program come from YOU, the reader. To submit your article or story idea, email info@ayanaflowblog.com with the subject line “Reader Submission”.

Reader Submission
Oct 273 min read


Resilience in Repetition: How Movement Teaches us Patience and Self-Trust
There are mornings when I lace up my shoes and step into the gym to teach yet another class. The bikes are lined up, the mats are...

Vanessa Harris
Sep 223 min read


The Inward Spiral: What Travel Teaches Us About Communication
There is something about travelling with someone that reveals who we are and how we connect. The long hours side by side, the decisions...

Vanessa Harris
Sep 153 min read


Finishing 75 Hard: Gentle Discipline and a New Beginning
Somewhere between the first early mornings and the final check mark on my tracker, I realized this wasn’t just a challenge anymore. It...

Vanessa Harris
Sep 83 min read


The Inward Spiral: You, Me, and the People We Pretend to Be
Have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try to be a good partner, something still feels off? Like you’re showing up, doing the...

Vanessa Harris
Aug 204 min read


One Month in Latvia: What I’m Learning About Movement, Meaning, and Myself
Just over a month ago, I packed my life into a few suitcases and boarded a plane to Latvia. Not for vacation. Not for escape. But for...

Vanessa Harris
Aug 44 min read


The Inward Spiral: Why Authenticity Is the Beginning of Change
Sometimes I look at the state of the world and feel overwhelmed. There’s so much to grieve. So much we’ve normalized. And so much we’ve...

Vanessa Harris
Jul 284 min read


Strength for Everyday Life: Functional Fitness Moves to Feel Your Best
I still remember the first time I taught an Aquafit class. At the time, I didn’t realize it would spark a lifelong passion for fitness....

Vanessa Harris
Jul 213 min read


Why I Moved to Latvia: A Journey to Find Clarity and Meaning
Just a few short days ago, I boarded a plane to Latvia to begin a six-month term that feels equal parts exciting and terrifying. It’s not...

Vanessa Harris
Jul 34 min read


The Mind-Body Connection: How Movement Supports Your Mental and Physical Health
Six years ago, I started developing psoriasis, an auto-immune disease that served as a physical expression of the immense stress I was...

Vanessa Harris
Jun 94 min read


Beyond Motivation: The Psychology of Consistency
I used to think that motivation was the key to a consistent wellness routine. If I could just want it badly enough , I’d always show up....

Vanessa Harris
Jun 14 min read


75 Hard: What’s Really Happening to Your Body
Somewhere around day 45 of 75 Hard, I looked in the mirror and thought, Hm. I still look the same. My arms were maybe a little more...

Vanessa Harris
May 264 min read


What if Life is Trying to Tell You Something? The Unexpected Patterns Leading Me Across the World
Have you ever noticed a pattern so strong that it made you pause and wonder if something bigger was at play? Over the past two years,...

Vanessa Harris
May 194 min read


Big News: I’m Moving to Latvia!
Hello Ayana Flow community, I’m thrilled to share a personal update that’s been in the works for a while: in just a few short weeks, I’m...

Vanessa Harris
May 122 min read


My Work-iversary: Rethinking How We Celebrate Work and Life
Last month, I quietly marked six years at my municipal job. As the notifications rolled in, friends, colleagues, mentors, and even...

Vanessa Harris
May 53 min read


The Quiet Power of Choosing Yourself
(A Mindful Mornings Reflection with Ayana Flow) Self-love isn’t selfish, it’s how we come home to ourselves Somewhere along the way, many...

Vanessa Harris
Apr 282 min read


Spring into Movement: How to Align Your Fitness Goals with the Season
As the days grow longer, the temperatures rise, and nature bursts back to life, spring offers the perfect opportunity to refresh your...

Vanessa Harris
Apr 223 min read


75 Hard: Can You Be Disciplined AND Gentle?
I’m a week into the 75 Hard Challenge, and already, I know this isn’t going to be the story most people expect. Because I’m not doing...

Vanessa Harris
Apr 145 min read
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